It went to the bankroll, of course.
Immediately after the blogger tourney, Absinthe remarked, “Well I think you can sit 5/10 any time you want now.” And that’s more or less what I’ve been doing since Vegas. While I’ve taken shots at the higher limit before, I had no idea how great the psychological difference between being well-funded and under-funded would be.
The swings can be quite dramatic. A few sessions ago I found myself going from an 18BB deficit to a 10BB profit in the span of two orbits while playing three BBJ tables (sure wish I’d been at that table that hit half a mil). Clawing your way out of a hole is tough; save a bet here, extract value there, repeat. Even after I’d made it, I felt like I was still in that hole. The other night I dropped 24BB when my big pairs got cracked, my draws never came, and my big hands never connected.
Fortunately I’ve also had some monster sessions where everything fell into place, more than balancing out the tough and the losing sessions. Tonight reaped 49BB to the good, with a big chunk of it due to a monster 4-way pot where my top pair top kicker stood up against the fish and the maniacs. The betting was capped preflop and on the flop. After that kind of action, would you recommend betting and raising TPTK for value against three loose players on the turn? How about when the board pairs up one of the flop cards on the river?